Confession Time
I’ve started and stopped more times than I can count… can you relate?
And when I say more times than I can count, I mean I literally cannot count on both my hands and feet how many times I’ve started and stopped something:
a fitness challenge (75 Hard specifically, but many others), a diet, a book list, a new planner, a Bible reading plan.
How many times during the holidays have I stood in front of the mirror and said, “This will not be me next year. You’re going to do this.”
Only to find myself, a year later, standing in the exact same spot — disappointed, frustrated, and ashamed.
I’ve read the books.
I’ve learned the lessons.
I’ve collected the knowledge.
And yet… I let it sit. Waiting. In vain. For me to finally act.
The Moment
On my walk today, the sun broke through the trees at the exact moment I was praying about all of this. And suddenly it hit me:
The devil do be devilin’. 😅
Instilling fear. Planting doubt. Convincing us to hesitate long enough that we become our own worst enemies.
God met me on that walk today — or at least, I believe He did. I’m still learning how to tell the difference between a true God moment and my own emotions. But what I do know is this:
Something shifted.
A resolve started burning in my heart that I haven’t felt before. Almost a desperation — like if I don’t act now, I might miss something important. Like this moment matters more than all the ones before it.
The Shift
That feeling didn’t come out of nowhere.
This weekend, my pastor challenged us with a simple question:
Instead of starting a list of resolutions… what if we start a reVolution?
The very definition of revolution is transformation.
And here’s the part that stopped me in my tracks — when I had been praying for a word for this year, transformation is the word I chose.
Are you seeing how all of this is lining up yet?
I already felt a sense of finality. I just didn’t know how to move forward. I was overwhelmed by all my desires, all the ideas, all the ways I wanted my life to look — instead of being content to move forward in faith, one step at a time.
The Decision
I’m done waiting until I feel ready.
Complete transformation.
Burn the ships.
No going back.
I want to show up well — for my family and for myself.
And in the words of Mel Robbins:
“If me embarrassing myself by sharing my failures and lessons can help one person, then that is worth it.”
So this is me choosing action over perfection. Faith over fear. Follow-through over excuses.
What’s Coming Next
- Intentional content calendars
- Home transformation — inside and out
- Encouragement rooted in faith and action
This isn’t about getting it perfect.
It’s about finally showing up.
An Invitation
If you’re tired of holding yourself back too, you’re welcome here.
I’d love to have you join me on this journey — imperfect, honest, and moving forward together.